Mom,
“I never did give you the chance to comfort me. I was too scared of my own vulnerability. It kept me from allowing me to be me, And it kept you in place, no new sights to see. It kept us from growing, progressing and striving… To be the best we could be and that’s…
They Laugh at What they don’t Understand.
From a God to a jester, I release all the pressure. Take new identity, put smiles on my enemies, Entertain all their fantasies, pure gold what they handin me, They give it over willingly, no need to act convincingly. See I turn dust into art, I put light where there’s dark, Minimal friends but many…
The Moment my Mood Took Over
Happy Monday! I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting lately, and one topic that has been top of mind is improving this blog by actually pointing out my douchey traits and how I can learn from them. After all, the point of me even writing, IS to expose these qualities in myself that need changed,…
1/17/22- A Light Switch
New Year’s is becoming one of my favorite holidays, and not for the reasons you are prolly thinking of. Im not one to really enjoy the bars, clubs or crowded places. New Year’s parties are fun, but it’s not what I look forward to with this holiday. What I look forward to is setting new…
LEARNING TO LET GO
I entered my first serious relationship 6 years ago, and it has been one of the most life changing events in my life. It has forced me to look at myself in a different light, and a different perspective- often against my will. You see, I really thought I knew what love was about without…
An Uphill Battle
“I sit by myself after being a liar. After fixing myself, I’m always too tired. Turn my back on it all cause I need to fly higher. With my ego at bay, no wrong things I acquire. I can’t help it, Can’t deny it, Oh my soul it hurts, I’m cryin I wanna feel whole,…
KENTUCKY SUN
The days are growing shorter, Your weathers getting colder. The suns going down, Leaving nothing but a smolder. Kentucky sun, why are you so cold? You raised me good, you raised me bold. Kentucky sun, why am I so bitter? Medicating my soul with old bourbon liquor. Kentucky sun, your setting on me. While I’m…
Depressive Complacency
I keep it inside, bottle it up Bury it deep, pray for some luck. Dig a deep hole but got nothing to sow. So I sit in the mud, and hope that I grow. Depressive and complacent, I sit in my grief. It grows and it strengthens, till its got me beat. A burden too…
Love and Let Go
I entered my first serious relationship 6 years ago, and it has been one of the most life changing events in my life. It has forced me to look at myself in a different light, and a different perspective- often against my will. You see, I really thought I knew what love was about without…
BURNING BRIDGES
Writing and journaling have helped me see and understand my thoughts better. If you can let go of any judgement about yourself and write from a place of honesty and openness, you will be surprised by the thoughts that reside inside your mind. Journaling sounds like such a simple concept, but the revelations you learn…
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